去到谷底就豁出去吧！

来吧，人去到谷底就豁出去了！告诉你们我刚刚做了什么事情吧！

我写了一封很长的信给一个能够通灵的人，请教我的经济困境。这个通灵人是一个普通的人、正常的人，不是东方装神弄鬼的那种。他通灵的时候，很有智慧，那种洞见，是连好象我这种会写出“负手凭崖临天下”这么狂傲的人，也佩服得五体投地的。

上次我有发过一篇通灵人传过来的指导，有追踪的人就会有印象。

这次真的是不行了！精神的不安与恐慌不断在累积，好像拥有自己的生命般不断地在壮大。我知道，一定要阻遏它的势头，不然会好象滚雪球般越来越大！

昨晚和良和去吃晚餐的时候，谈起我们这一两年来的遭遇，双方都不胜唏嘘！我们不得不承认，有很多东西不在我们的预料与掌控之内！有很多事情不能成就，也不是因为努力不够或者方法不对，只是因为我们在不知不觉的过程当中，违反了自然法则……

我告诉良和，楚霸王项羽被围困垓下的时候，所发出的感叹：时不我予，英雄末路，非战之罪！

人生总是有起落的，这点我也接受了。现在我是在谷底，我就承认我是在谷底，没有什么好粉饰、分辩的。我也不怕人家知道我现在就是在谷底！谷底又怎样？哪个英雄不曾忧？

虎落平阳被犬欺，龙陷浅滩遭虾戏。时不利兮骓不逝，骓不逝兮奈若何？虞兮虞兮奈若何？

我把我写给通灵人的信放出来，其实就是透露内在那个无助的、恐惧的、小孩子的自己。你们可能会觉得这是小问题……是的，我们看别人的问题都是小问题，到自己去经验的时候，感受就不一样了。到时候才明白，原来当时他的感受是这样子的啊！别人的小问题，当自己去面对的时候，却变成了大问题了！
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Hi Chuck, I am kiatlc, still remember me?

Last time when I wrote to u I told u that i only have one month's
saving left and dono what to do. Now I am in a more desperate and
helpless state that I only have cash for my half-month survival.

I dono what went wrong with me. When I flash back, I think that I have
practised quite well what Abe teach us to relax into the natural
well-being. Everything did improve except my financial condition.

I have manifested some small income along these few months. But it
seems stays small and never get bigger, until now I can't afford to
stay calm and wait for the best to happen anymore.

Maybe I personally cannot see my own problem. Maybe I have some hidden
resistance that disguised itself so well that I cannot trace and
identify. But what to do? I have no idea and I am struck by waves of
fear now and then in these few days! I am afraid that I cannot sooth
myself into relief anymore, because I really observe that nothing
favourable to me is coming along the way to me...

I feel that I begin to vibrate in the down spiral manner and I am
afraid to attract worse thing to happen! But since I have practised
Abe's teaching for quite a period, everytime when I catch myself
dipping into negative emotion, I cautiously pull myself back. But I
sense that the fear is accumulating and it seems to draw more power to
itself using the LOA. The fear seems to have its own life and try to
gain more and more power! I really near to desperate now!

If Abe can read my vibration, could you plz ask them to read mine and
show me that what I have done wrong that I myself cannot see through?

Logically I see no road to escape and feel that I am just like a fish
off water, losing its life little bit by little bit. I have card debt
that I not afford to clear for feww months, somemore I have personal
debt RM40,000 that I have to set aside and treat as if it never exist.

I know that my savings actually is not enough even to sustain for
another 15 days, bcoz I have other bills to pay...I have to reserve
the money not to pay bill but only reserve for food!

I feel like wana cry and feel very helpless and hopeless. I am not
going to work 9 to 5 for it is not suitable for me. I know myself
well, I cannot and am not willing to do something I don't enjoy just
to sustain my life...

At the same time, I am working hard to setup my own internet business.
I am not the lazy type, but oppositely, I am a very hardworking type.
I can spend day and night on something I enjoy very much and never
feel like wana rest.

Plz help me. I don't wana force myself to do sth that I don;' enjoy
just to survive! Didn't Abe say that: The purpose of life is joy! I
feel not wanting to live a not enjoyed life! I don't wana survive for
suffer, I don't wana work to survive, I wana live for joy, I wana live
for happiness, I wana live for doing something I enjoy!

Plz help me Abraham. What should I do now? From the day I learnt yr
teaching I have begun my practice to allow. Why untill now what I
manifest is only mediocre? Why is it so slow? What have I done wrong?
You said "you never get it wrong" but I feel that I have done
something wrong so that I get it stuck. You said "you never get it
stuck, you just keep manifesting the same thing again and again". But
I cannot see through myself. I cannot get the last blind spot that
hinder me from great life!

So plz read me thoroughly and tell me: What have I done wrong? What
keep me stuck? What is the most serious blind spot that I still not
discover for myself?

Plz give me the insight to clear all the wrongdoing in my vibration.

Looking for yr reply ASAP, online! Thanks

from desperate kiatlc, Malaysia
A sincere follower.
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我不知道你是否尝试过绝望的滋味？如果你没有尝试过，你没有评论权。如果你有，你必定感同身受！

人生每个人在不同的时候都会遭遇到自己的绝望时刻，层面可能不一样——有些人是健康，有些人是财务，有些人是官司，有些人是关系……不管什么方面，只有你曾经经验绝望，你才体会什么叫做无力、无助与无奈……